Category: Random Thoughts
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Let me be honest: I’m not the nicest man. But I am kind. There’s a difference. Niceness is easy, often shallow, and sometimes dishonest. Kindness? That’s earned. It’s rooted in respect, honesty, and the willingness to show up for others even when it’s uncomfortable. I am peaceful, but not because I’m soft. I’m peaceful because…
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May 26th, 2021, I had the opportunity to bestow my style of unarmed combat upon someone new, author, and researcher Bob Sabet. There were a few other folk present, but they don’t carry any weight in this tale. Bob and I immediately hit it off. I had just read his book on Allan Corstorphin Smith…
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Admittedly, I am not the easiest person to get along with. I’m quiet and keep to myself for the most part. I don’t like drama or liars, and I have a habit of pushing people away out of fear of abandonment. I know I’m not “nice,” but I am a genuinely kind man. All in…
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Fuck you, that’s why. I began my previous blog in a different headspace I wasn’t exactly sure where I was headed or who my allies truly were. I have learned and grown a lot since I’d made my final submission. I wasn’t intending to walk away from it but I had to, it was no…
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I have known Mr. David Carr (aka Syriennion) for far too long honestly. We initially met through our mutual friend and mentor Bigwig (if you don’t who know Bigwig is, educate yourself) as members of his Warren on Facebook. Warren… it’s a rabbit thing, don’t ask. I will get more into my history with David…
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My grandfather, who I will be referring to as Rocky in this article, was born in the early 1920’s, in Brooklyn, New York. His mother was a Polish-American (multi-time) widow, and his father was her (former) tenant turned husband, a veteran of the First World War. He served in the Imperial German Army as Infantry…
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Let me get this started off on the right foot… You are not a coward, a bitch, a faggot, you are weak, you are not seeking attention by getting mental help. Therapy is a lifeline for many of us. It requires work, though. You can’t just go there every week, every two weeks, and not…
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I am not only responsible for my actions to myself and my blood family. I am also responsible for my actions and my relationship with my family of choice. I haven’t necessarily been holding up my end of things with all that’s going on on life right now but… Bryan, Terry, David… know that I…
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I briefly mentioned a project that my partner and I have undertaken recently. One rabbit hole led to another and another… Being the rabbit and more so the researcher that he is, Syriennion took to the pursuit and being as tenacious as he is, he was able to establish an “origin point” and contact that…









